bunji
Raven Tail
Vagabond of Onibas
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Post by bunji on Jun 11, 2013 18:47:46 GMT -5
Finally she was waking up, the girl stirred in the hammock in response it swayed side to side with her movement, she at first seemed unaware of what was happening. However when her eyes would settle on him, she seemed to be a bit confused, yet he could not spot any trace of anger in her eyes which was a good thing for him. When she asked him what had happened last night, he could not help but give off a sheepish smile “Well…” he said with a pause not sure how to say this, but soon he figured why sugar coat the truth? Besides it was not as if this was the first time they had done such a thing, granted time had passed them by, and for a very long time the two had not seen each other. “We did” he said with a nod of his head, crimson eyes softened as he remembered the activities the two partook in the night before, all the while he was still curious to see how she would react.
Sitting on the hammock he reached down for the nearest garment that belonged to her, that being her black bra like top standing up from the hammock he stood there in all his shirtless glory. The finely built young man turned towards her, handing her the top he figured she maybe wanted to get dressed before moving around, and talking about what happened. Once she took the garment from his grasp he would stuff both pockets with his scarred hands, a reflex to hide them from her because as far as he knew she was unaware of said scars. “So last night” he said pausing for a moment to get the momentum of the conversation going, “I was coming back to town to get some sleep, and well when I was near my secret spot I found myself looking down at you buried face first in a bed of flowers…To be one hundred percent honest with you April” he paused again, his face contorting with worry as he was unsure of how to word things for her to think he took advantage of the situation. “I just…Laid down next to you, and one thing led to another, and next thing I knew we were here…Throwing off one another’s clothes, and doing well…You know, we had sex” he said the last bit rather bluntly.
He had explained things, in a very poor manner but he felt he needed to say more, and he did this next part could not be explained he just felt he had to pour his heart out to her, and well whatever happened would happen. “But!....I want to tell you something, I…” he again paused, as that other side who once led him to tell the girl he wanted nothing to do with her seemed to be regaining itself telling Bunji to just scratch this off as a mistake, and be done with it. However, he ignored it this time, “Berry, I can’t be without you!” he exclaimed in a loud tone, so loud it even surprised him the young man was blushing intensely, he could feel it his face felt like a freshly baked loaf of bread, nice, and hot. “I know I said a lot of things to you when we saw each other a few days ago…But to be honest with you, I was scared” he admitted with a hint of shame in his tone.
With a sigh his eyes dropped from her face to the grassy floor that rested below the hammock’s shadow, “You hurt me way back then…You left me, and although I understand why you left, I still felt empty inside…All these years, I’ve let life pass me by, I’ve closed myself off to the outside world because I chose to stay inside of my head. I’d rather that, then face a harsh reality of a life without you…” he could feel the embarrassment, looking off to the side the young man smile knowing he probably sounded as cheesy as ever. “I have to tell you, when I saw you again these few days ago, I felt complete…I felt a feeling of being whole, all because you were back…after last night that feeling has intensified. I know you were drunk, and I know you were not in full control” he said with a sigh, scratching the side of his face he rose his crimson eyes to meet her face once more.
“Truth is, I want to give you another chance, and I want to be with you once more…However, I know what I said was wrong, and I know you wish to be a free spirit, so for that reason I wont tie you down anymore. I won’t bother you with this again, you were drunk…I was tired…and I bet you see this as a big silly mistake” he admitted, as much as it hurt him to do so he reached down gathering the rest of her things, and placing it all on the hammock. “You go ahead, and continue being a free spirit…I will just not show my face around here again, I do want to say thank you though, for everything. You really are the best thing to ever happen to me Berry, and no one will ever replace you” with that the young man gave her a nod, and his signature smile. He was still sure this was for the best, and although he hated to admit it, last night she was not in her full senses so perhaps it was not too far off for him to declare it a mistake. He figured he would walk away soon, but first he would give her the chance to say something if she had anything to say to him.
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